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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

oh my dear xangxang how i have missed you..

it's been a long time. a long, long, time since i've felt tired cos of lying in bed for way too long (try 5pm-11pm)
and it feels good.

 

exams went relatively well.
i fully recommend doing 3 papers because it is so worth it. your GPA will explain its worth - i cannot emphasize further. JUST DO IT. K ? K!? K? OK :)





there have been a lot of things on my mind lately.
a lot of new doors opening & shutting constantly.
i keep asking myself if this is the right path i'm treading.
there are so many things i feel like i'm doing wrong, but it hurts to let go of them & it's difficult all. the. time.
i tell myself to take one step at a time and not worry about what's going to happen next or what has happened - but i can't seem to see the bigger picture.
God has his odd little ways to remind me of what's right & it puts me back on track -but i don't know. sometimes i just want to see things from afar, look a little into the future so i can brace myself for what's to come.

life is so uncertain.
so exciting- yet the excitement turns to nervousness.
but of course there must always be balance.



i think this-nothing-to-do-in-holidays is turning me into sittingwishing again.
having said that, i must reconfirm.
i am happy : ) always.
i love hubert cheng the poo that makes me happy. i think that in itself says a lot (please refer to blog entries dating up to 12 months ago if you are unsure)


(shut up . pokemon is cool ok)


time for some pokemonopoly, wii, beers & 25a kimberly rd.
summerrrr please come nowwww kthxbye : )

p.s. my new love:


p.p.s fine this is what i look like now just in case anyone was wondering if i am actually dead - i am not. and yes i have put on weight i know i have to look at myself everyday so shush. wiifit is my new friend for the next 12 weeks....




x



Wednesday, October 21, 2009


i was feeling crap for the days leading to my birthday, i should have been excited & optimistic but instead the thought of a particular someone made me cringe and all i could think of was how wasted my 19th year of life was because of them.

"It's easy to blame others for your problems and wait till they fix them. But then you never get to rise to the occasion… "

it always seems so easy when the problem isn't on your shoulders and you're not the one having to carry it every single day- bearing the repercussions of a previous broken relationship. saying that i was over it didn't really mean it was truly over. it was still lingering at the back of my mind, crippling me every time i wanted & needed to feel like i had put the past behind me and had moved on to a brighter future.

in short, i felt a lot of regret.
a whole lot of it.
and that lead to sadness & anger which should not be around. ever.
not now. not when almost everything is going right for me.
i didn't know where to turn.

& i didn't get my answer til this morning.

"We are hard pressed… but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed" (2 Corinthians 4:8-9).

all at once, all my feelings felt stupid & insignificant - i still don't know if i can go so far as to say that i don't care that my final year of teen-hood was pretty much wrecked by an overwhelmingly bad relationship, but i guess time still hasn't taken its toll yet.

but the moral of the story is.
when all seems bleak, God is what keeps me going.
you?



p.s.
thank you huby for putting up with my crap at ungodly hours on tuesday morning.
& for all the showers of love from friends & family, thank you for making my 20th not so crap since 20 isn't really an awesome age to be turning *cringe i think i've hit a milestone that i don't want to hit.


Tuesday, September 29, 2009


fb is working now yay ! screw you people that stole my fruits

anyWHO!

Picture 4


ew gross.
i'm trying to study and it's not working because i don't really care about mathematics... though i wish i did. no i don't.

meh.

p.s. dv8 was lameskis & it'll be the last time i'm attending an event like that for $30. $25 on discount actually. same difference -___-
p.p.s. on a lighter note, it is my birthday soon : ) excite ?


x


Monday, September 28, 2009

what is the point in life when facebook doesn't work ?
now EVERYONE'S going to steal my fruits on happy farm . i am thoroughly upset.








URGHHHHHHH




x



Tuesday, September 22, 2009



trust only your seventeen year old brother to do something like this





my lack of presence in the next week may be due to overload of stress from tests & assignments.
procrastination is key to being me.


p.s.


i have to admit, this is the first time i am attending dv8 (mass asian dance party) ... or any dance party really.
however not very keen on seeing the frequents from margaritas and sixth sense.

p.p.s.


the story of the next photo goes (skip to the end if you aren't bored out of your mind like me at this moment):


it's a day before first day of the second half of this semester and i'm freaking out because i've lost my  folder with ALL my finance notes in it & some other important stuff as well.

i'm yelling at huby saying that he ate my notes.
realisation dawned upon me that it may have been left in my laptop case as i recall a faint memory of the last day of the first half of this semester cramming for a finance assignment.

i rush home to search but to no avail.

then i called huby again to tell him that he definitely ate my notes and i wanted them regurgitated immediately.
he tells me some ridiculous thing that goes something like... 'don't worry babe, the last place you look is where you'll find it' (NOWAY!?!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!? z0mg!??!?!??!)

then i search again for another couple hours and give up. but before giving up i looked in the last place i would imagine my folder of notes would be - a smith and caughey's shopping bag. GRR.


then realisation dawned upon me AGAIN.
and my finance calculator is nowhere to be found.
where do i start? okay.
so i call huby and say that he's eaten my finance calculator .

okay if you've actually read up to here you're pretty dedicated so here's a little treat i'll skip to the point.

it only appeared the night before my finance test.
in huby's bag.
where huby found it...



but to be very honest, i think he ate it.
and regurgitated it back into place. and hence:




tee hee

i further emphasise this:
procrastination is key to being me.


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